why is it that things that would normally seem trivial matters when observed in other people's lives but when the same incident takes place in your life it takes on a new typ of magnitude.
Recently(well today) I came to the conclusion that I must abandon my silence and confront Tyrone about why it bothers me so much when he throws insults at me and uses the past to further strengthen his attacks on me.
I'm so scared. I don't know why I'm afraid of him. He just had the greatest impact on my life.(HA! that might be it.) He helped me to finally be comfortable with myself. I'm Bisexual and damn proud of it because of him. I used to be really quiet very depressed but he has helped me come into my on in a way. I know that it hurts him that I can't tell him tell him that I still love him for these things. BUt I don't think I can tolorate him any longer.
I have to tell him that I'm not the child he met before. I am an intelligent 18 yearold man with the ablity to live as myself without him or any one else. And for that reason I will not let him walk over me any more.!
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This is my blog. Its nothing profound... yet. Hopefully it will become profound in the future. For now though this is only a collection of my scatter brained thoughts. Oh yeah! I can't spell. So prepare your hearts and barricade your souls.
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