I work for blockbuster now. I just don't feel like learning the stuff. I kept dozing off in orientation. But that damn movie was so boring and the actors, who all worked for Blockbuster, were so stupid that I actually started to feel insulted.
They got me driving 52 miles round trip just to go get training. If some of those guys at that damn place were kinda cute I would act a damn fool.
okay different thought.
Have you ever just ran into a point in your life were you felt it was absolutely necessary for you to increase your vocabulary or actually use the one that's at your disposal. Some people may call that just trying to sound smart. I think they are right. I, right now, want to sound as smart as I know I am. I'm not tooting my own horn but I just want to be taken seriously sometimes. I always seem to be taken for a joke by some of the people who know me. That really pisses me off. I'm really getting pissed off right now because I can all but feel something blocking my brain. I can't think right. I can't ever articulate just what it is i want to say, and when I finally do say whatever it is I want to say the way I want to say it people just stare at me. Sometimes I feel like I'm surrounded by loud-mouth, stoned, glassy eyed, drunken idiots, and the feeling is so fucking stifling. Sometimes I just get so frustrated that I HAVE to leave the room quickly.
Maybe I'm just stuck up. But I really don't want to feel that way. I just don't want to feel stupid or be surrounded by "stupid" people. Even though there are no truly people and the idea of and average person is a little obscene. I just want people around me who have a desire to learn something new or just like to discuss their thoughts. Hell! If they have there own theories like my friend Kristina i absolutely fall in love with them. Maybe that's wrong.
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